While I never read any of the Thomas Harris books, I’ve been a fan of the Hannibal movies since Silence of the Lambs came out. I always love psychological thrillers and what got me to love the Hannibal movies was because of its strong female character, Clarice Starling. Of course, Hannibal Lecter himself is such an interesting character. Who would have thought that a refined, well-educated man could turn out to be a cannibal who love eating his victims. That’s why Hannibal became one of the most iconic villains in pop culture.
Anthony Hopkins and Jodie Foster in Silence of the Lambs reunion photo shoot for Empire Magazine
When I learned that there’s going to be a TV show based on the character of Hannibal, it caught my interest. And my interest was piqued even more after learning that Gillian Anderson, one of my favorite actresses aside from Jodie Foster, was going to be in the show as well. She’s playing the part of Dr. Bedelia du Murier, Hannibal Lecter’s own psychiatrist.
Since then, I’ve been watching the Hannibal series on TV. It’s a smart, psychological show that remains true to the story which I come to love. Although I must admit that sometimes I couldn’t stomach the blood and gore in the show. Some of the scenes are actually disturbing, especially that scene about Beverly Katz which was really yucky. It was the same feeling I had when I watched the movie Hannibal for the first time. I was so grossed out by some of the scenes in the movie that I couldn’t watch it again.
But I think the difference between the movies and the TV show is in the manner of killings. While the killings in the movies were all-out gross and gritty, in the TV show, the victims are killed and presented in such artistic ways that I couldn’t help but mesmerized by it. Most of the victims would look like a piece of art meant to be showcased in a museum. Hannibal’s manner of eating his victims is a little toned down in the show as well. It doesn’t gross me out whenever I see him preparing a meal using the meat of his victims. I don’t gag when I see Hannibal dining with his dinner guests and eating his victims with such relish.
What I also find interesting in the show is the bromance between Hannibal and Will Graham. Will Graham is an FBI criminal profiler who knows about Hannibal’s true nature behind the facade of a mild-mannered psychiatrist. The Hannibal fandom call this bromance “Hannigram,” which I find amusing.
The show remains to be dark, bleak but intellectual. It just ended its second season with a shocking and amazing episode, and I’m looking forward to its third installment.
Tags: friendship, personality
There’s a common saying that birds of the same feather flock together. In my case, that doesn’t always ring true. Generally, I hang out with people who share the same interests as me. My circle of friends are certainly those who I have things in common, whether in terms of interests or personality. But it’s interesting to note that my closest friends are in fact those who are the complete opposite of me. I differ greatly from their personalities. We even have different tastes in nearly about everything. And yet we blend well together somehow. We understand each other despite the fact that we have different perspectives and values in life.
But there’s also one thing that binds me with my other friends. There’s a piece of me in each of them. I see myself in them one way or another, even if it’s just the smallest detail. These little things might be trivial for some people, but for me they make up an entire character to become my collective whole.
Tags: character behaviour, personality
Three recent incidents forced me to revisit once again the common misperception that other people have about me. For starters, a new friend of mine confessed that when she first met me, she thought that I was this quiet and demure type of person. Then there was this guy who, when I happened to mention that I listen to hip-hop music, told me that I don’t look like the type who would listen to hip-hop music. I almost laughed at that but I think I raised my eyebrows instead. Recently, another woman told me practically the same thing as my new friend.
If looks are the only basis for judging a person, then I guess I’d fail miserably. I get that other people have this common misperception of me. I wear glasses and dress a bit like Rory Gilmore with an odd mixture of Daria and Blair Waldorf – if you get the drift. I am also an introvert who cherishes solitude and likes to brood once in a while (It’s why I became a writer, duh.). Personality-wise, I have similarities with Temperance Brennan. But my close friends know that I’m so much more than meets the eye. Like what I’ve said before, what you see isn’t necessarily what you get.
For instance, people would always get surprised whenever they found out that I have a tattoo (not a tiny one, mind you) and have a wild side. Like it’s a big deal. I have varying taste in music as well. I listen to rock, hip-hop, rap metal, techno/club, pop, R & B, and more. I can be a mean girl once in a while, too.
Some people like to view the world and other people in black and white. I don’t. I’m not necessarily white, but I’m not black either. I am a palette with varying shades.
Tags: letters, mail, mementoes, postcards, throwback
With all the modern technology available these days when it comes to communication, writing letters has become a lost art. I’m not talking about email, but rather the traditional form of writing correspondence. And as much as I love receiving text messages, email or instant message from friends, there are times when I get nostalgic about the days when receiving mail from the post brought excitement and curiosity for me.
Back when I was in high school and college, I used to send letters and postcards to my friends. Cellphones weren’t ubiquitous in those days and the Internet at that time was just in its early stage (Gosh, now I suddenly feel old!). I remember purchasing stationeries, greeting cards and color pens specific for each person I’m writing to. And even though my handwriting didn’t (and still doesn’t) look good, I enjoyed putting my thoughts into paper.
I’m the type who cherish little things from friends so I kept every letter, postcard and note I received from them. When I was in college, my friends at the university and I used to doodle and pass notes to each other during boring classes. I still have them with me as mementoes of the good old days.
These days, it’s a rarity to send and receive letters via snail mail. On one hand, I don’t mind sending or receiving one from the post because I think it’s much more personalized and intimate. But on the other hand, I like faster communications so electronic is the way to go. I’m also trying to go paperless as much as possible and reduce my carbon footprint, so online communication is now my chosen form of correspondence aside from SMS and phone calls.
Tags: fan fiction, fandom, fanfic, fangirl, fangirling, writer
Every person who is part of a fandom only knows too well about fan fiction. In fact, most fangirl and fanboy I know have read fan fiction at some point, even if they’re not voracious readers of the genre. I must admit, even though I belong to several fandoms and spend most of my time fangirling on them, I never tried writing fan fiction. As a writer, this should have come naturally to me, right? Not really.
Honestly speaking, I don’t feel comfortable writing about characters that are not originally conceived by me. Somehow, I feel like I’m committing a blasphemy (for want of a better word) if I dare to write stories about the characters I love. It’s also sort of like giving respect to the writer who originally created the characters. Don’t get me wrong. I admire fan fiction writers. In fact, I have a few friends who write fan fiction. I think most writers of the genre have the natural talent in spinning interesting stories about much-loved characters from TV, movies or books. And I think it’s a true testament of their dedication and love for the fandom they belong to.
But for me, I really can’t bring myself to do the same. I prefer writing about characters that I myself created. Well I guess that’s just me. When it comes to writing fan fiction and fangirling, I mostly veer towards the latter. When I fangirl, I tend to express it through other means – either by blogging or gushing about it nonstop on social media. But who knows, maybe eventually I’ll try writing fan fiction just for the experience.